[ he listens, dutifully. there's a few moments when he starts to say something or makes a kind of worldless, disgusted sound, but he buttons himself again.
until the end. ]
Thank you.
[ then he punches lexi's arm. ]
You wrote on this network that you're the last survivor of your bloodline, and your name is on it, and anyone who's here can go and read it at any time? Are you mad?
What if it's the King? Or really anyone in the royal line. What if it's more than one? There's two of us, we don't know who else might be brought. For all we know there's others already here.
( Lexi rolls his eyes and leans back against the frame of the bed. ) This place is different. That means different rules. I looked through the list. Even if anyone from our world is here they're not anyone I would consider a threat.
That also means I have the advantage of learning the rules here before anyone else arrives.
And even if she did, that would just put the witches in charge. You think they'd free all the humans that they've never given a shit about? There's more of us than them, they're not stupid. They'd keep us controlled.
[ he pauses. he's quiet, but not at peace. there's some anxious energy in him, wanting to come out. ]
All those worlds where humans dominate, where they're free. That's not us. We had our chance, that's gone.
( he's not wrong. Lexi shouldn't feel... guilty about that. he hates to admit it, but as unfair as the system is on humans it has been keeping all populations alive in a world that is more than likely dying. )
he'd be king, in theory, so there wouldn't be anyone to stop him. and for all that he'd talked to poor alina about representation, the king was an absolute ruler.
so. in theory, he could.
dani doesn't know what to say. his lips move. his eyebrows lift, he looks away, then back at lexi, frowning. ]
Why? You could have anyone. The ones raised to it, they'd definitely punch you less.
[ he pushes up his sleeve, revealing the track marks on his arms. ]
It's this. And it hurts. Our lives are needles and teeth, and we have no choice. And we have no voice. You said that we do. It's either a lie that you told or a lie you believed, and calling this 'peace' is the same.
[ he picks up his phone and moves away. ]
I have to go. Thank you. [ gesturing with the phone. ] For helping.
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( so.. Lexi reads him the post. it feels weird to read his own writing out loud like a bed time story. but he does it for Dani's benefit.
he reads each conversation... and he doesn't edit what he says to Dani. he'll parse it out eventually anyway. )
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until the end. ]
Thank you.
[ then he punches lexi's arm. ]
You wrote on this network that you're the last survivor of your bloodline, and your name is on it, and anyone who's here can go and read it at any time? Are you mad?
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this is not what he expected.
he raises an eyebrow at him. ) I can handle myself if anyone else from our world comes here and wants to make themselves a nuisance to me.
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[ dani stares at him. the fucking ego on him-- ]
What if it's the King? Or really anyone in the royal line. What if it's more than one? There's two of us, we don't know who else might be brought. For all we know there's others already here.
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That also means I have the advantage of learning the rules here before anyone else arrives.
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You're so used to being the strongest. You think nothing can hurt you. They're right, all those people who told you that you weren't being careful.
Humans used to think the same thing. They never imagined another species could come and take everything from them. Look where it got them.
[ we aren't so different, you and i. ]
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( his gaze meets Dani's. ) Why are you so worried for me? My death would practically ensure humanity's freedom.
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Everyone's thought you were dead for almost my whole life. I was two when your whole line 'died'. Where is this freedom we're supposed to have found?
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Killing me would just speed up her end results.
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Well, yes, but she's not going to win.
And even if she did, that would just put the witches in charge. You think they'd free all the humans that they've never given a shit about? There's more of us than them, they're not stupid. They'd keep us controlled.
[ he pauses. he's quiet, but not at peace. there's some anxious energy in him, wanting to come out. ]
All those worlds where humans dominate, where they're free. That's not us. We had our chance, that's gone.
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What do you imagine happens if I win?
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Nothing. Everything stays how it is.
Just like it did when the Dravens died. The only thing that changed for my people is what name we thank before we eat.
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I'd bring you with me.
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What does that mean? Bring me where.
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what does it say about dani that he can't even picture it? ]
So that I would be...what.
Like.
Your pet?
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he'd be king, in theory, so there wouldn't be anyone to stop him. and for all that he'd talked to poor alina about representation, the king was an absolute ruler.
so. in theory, he could.
dani doesn't know what to say. his lips move. his eyebrows lift, he looks away, then back at lexi, frowning. ]
Why? You could have anyone. The ones raised to it, they'd definitely punch you less.
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Your punches don't hurt. ( he rolls his yes, relaxing slightly. )
And I like you most of anyone. I thought that obvious after our talk when you arrived?
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You could change things, though.
If you wanted. You could stop the Fields. The breeding program. Humans could learn how to read again. You could do that.
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Lexi shrugs and shakes his head. ) No I can't.
There is no version of this where humans allow themselves to be fed on. It's just a simple fact.
The system we've created has led to the most peace between our four species as is possible. The most lives saved. For all of us.
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now, that nervous energy is gone. ]
It's not peace, Lexi.
[ he pushes up his sleeve, revealing the track marks on his arms. ]
It's this. And it hurts. Our lives are needles and teeth, and we have no choice. And we have no voice. You said that we do. It's either a lie that you told or a lie you believed, and calling this 'peace' is the same.
[ he picks up his phone and moves away. ]
I have to go. Thank you. [ gesturing with the phone. ] For helping.
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Ask again if you need help. ( is all he finally says before he picks up his own phone again to look through the network. )