𝖘𝖆𝖑𝖙𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖙 𝖎𝖓𝖇𝖔𝖝.

[abyssale]

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[godspark]

[ okay. the crystal's also a weapon.

unexpected. but effective, clearly.

dani puts his hand on lexi's chest. ]

Look, you can't change what they did. But you can get your throne back, you can do that. You've time to learn all you can do.

[abyssale]

I intend to. On both fronts. ( he nods his head. )

[godspark]

[ dani nods too. ]

That voice, from your first night. It never came back?

[abyssale]

( he hesitates. )

Remember we talked about our dreams? You dreamt the sun? I dreamt the stars? ( this is so weird, but... ) There's also a girl there. In the field, watching the stars.

Her voice reminds me of that first time.

[godspark]

[ yes.

he dreamed the sun. ]

What does she say in the dreams?

[abyssale]

( a pause. )

She says we're almost there.

[godspark]

[ there's a chill on the back of dani's neck, hair standing on end. ]

Almost where?

[abyssale]

The chalice. She wants me to find the chalice. ( he glances at Dani. )

[godspark]

[ yeah.

fuck. ]

Lexi, you've seen how the sun looks here, right? On videos, and such.

[abyssale]

( Lexi furrows his brow in confusion, but nods. ) I've seen it, yes. Through the videos and windows at the right angle.

[godspark]

[ dani nods. ]

It looked exactly the same in my dreams.

Exactly the same. And it felt the same. Like home.

[ he shakes his head. ]

How could I have known any of that without seeing it?

[abyssale]

( Lexi's brow only furthers more at that. ) How did you dream it so realistically...?

[godspark]

I don't know, Lexi.

[ it's weird. how could he get it so right? ]

We don't have books in the fields, we don't have pictures or anything like that. I've never even seen an impression, so how?

There's something more to these dreams. I knew it the last time we talked about it, and I couldn't have told you why. I still can't. But they're more than dreams, I can feel it.

[abyssale]

( Lexi doesn't want to give credence to that. but he knows there's truth in it. he's felt it too. he's just been ignoring it. )

Maybe... here we can have time to learn. Understand. Go home better prepared.

[godspark]

Maybe. I used to wonder if it came from Aggie. Magical shit, trying to give me hope. But she's not here, and I still have the dreams.

[ he sits back, thoughtful. ]

And there's no voice that speaks to me. It's all just feelings.

Can you question the woman? Find out what she wants?

[abyssale]

( Lexi rolls his eyes. ) I've tried. She tells me to just stay my course, and I'll see in time.

I'd fight her on it, but I never can reach her when I want to. And I do need the Chalice.

[godspark]

I know.

[ but there's clearly more to all this. he chews his lip. ]

Maybe a witch could help us look into it.

[abyssale]

Matt might like the challenge.

[godspark]

We could ask.

[ he watches lexi. ]

We don't have to tell him more than you want to.

[abyssale]

( he's quiet a moment. )

He'll need to know enough to study appropriately.

I... think he can be trusted.

[godspark]

[ dani reaches to take his hand again. ]

If we're on this path for a reason I want to know who put us there.

It all seems so much bigger than us.

[abyssale]

( he squeezes his hand. ) I don't care who put us here. In the end, I'm the one that's going to be in control of it all.

I won't let anyone else take that from me again.

[godspark]

[ dani nods.

lexi does, honestly, fit with his assessment of what a vampire is, and wants. logically, he isn't different. he wants power at any cost, he'll stand on the backs of others to get it. he's angry for good reason, he wants revenge. and he's outwardly said he won't do anything different in their world, won't change anything for dani's people. won't make any of the bad any better.

dani shouldn't support him.

and yet, because it's lexi, he does. better him than any of the others, because it's him. ]

I'll help you get there. I promise, we'll stop the ones who hurt your family. All of them.

[abyssale]

( every time they get this close... )

And then you'll still choose to go off and die alone?

[godspark]

[ he hesitates, as he always does.

he wants to say yes.

more and more, that feels like a lie. ]

I don't want to leave you.